In the future with John
i want to live in a wood lodge by a forest
we grow tomato potato eggplant
we will have chicken for fresh egg
John fish salmon and we make smoke salmon
make fire by the liver at the night while watching stars.
In the morning we drink coffee together and make omelet.
John will find a three I love and we plant them when we have a baby
John will have a small grarge where he works on cars
have a dog or two and two cats with us
I plant a lot of flower by the vege garden
i want three kids two boys and one girl
ill drive a red mini cooper s and he will drive Tacoma with child seat
we of corse have a hottub and relax
i knit blanket for winter
we hike and sometimes go to beach somewhere warm
john will have basement for his junk and there's a lock from outside only.
He will put all the junk he has
such a great future plan for us
it's weird how clearly I can see him a part of my future
miss him so much